I'm not interested in casual sex where we mate like animals and roll out of bed untouched
I'm not interested in mechanical love making so that the task can be crossed off some to do list
I'm not interested in sex that leaves us unchanged, unscathed
I want to drown in you
Surrender everything I am
Be transmogrified
I want body fluids, crumpled sheets, covers thrown off
Heads thrown back, backs arched, hearts pounding
I want to cry out in passion
And collapse in tears
Tremble, beg, shatter
Be completely liquified
And then reformed
I'm not interested in fucking you
I want nothing less than complete transformation
I want us to lose ourselves in each other's eyes.
I want you to bring everything to that bed
Everything you are, the weak, lonely, ugly
Parts of yourself that you are ashamed for me to see
Bring it all. Give it to me. Let me see you
As you really are. I want you. The you that no one knows
The you that scares you
The you, that you spend your life denying
Bring it all and bare yourself to me
Let me love you open
Leave the games, leave the mask, leave who you should be
Just show up. Bring nothing....but you being naked
I'm not interested in fucking you
With no strings attached
I want your emotions, I want your pain, I want your fears
I'm not interested in pleasant banal conversation
I want to hold your hand and walk into your psyche
I'm not interested in quickies against the wall
I want to take years to explore, your body, your mind, your depth
I want to know how and why you think
I want to create a safe place
to excavate deeper than two people have gone before
I want to share old scars and past hurts
I want to create shared values, goals and dreams
I want three levels of connection; mind, body and soul
And a never ending exploration
No, I'm not interested in fucking you......because I want it all.
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